five words in orange neon

I just want to know what, what you've been doing, I just want to know why you hide, I just want you close and close although I feel you're near, I know you're far away, it's such a awful messy! I'd love to feel your smeel, yep I know, it's sound ridiculous, but here they're my true wishes, i'd like to know what you do when you're by yourself, what you do on holidays, on weekends, at night... what you like wearing, listening, eating, dancing, loving... how is your heart beating. I wanna hold you tight, say I love you, your beatiful hair tickling on my face, your perfect smile shining on our path... just us, no one around... my hand on your hand, my breathe moving like yours... my dreams... all the thoughts I know, you can't even imagine, i wish i could've you only for me, but now where are you? I know, I still have you here, I can feel, one day... the letters, the words, the moments, the nights, my heart, you, your pain, everything left hidden, but I still have them, I still have all of them.